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1. Empty city, empty of people

Has been a matter of fact I do not like summer. To direct sunlight, shining, into the person39s eyes, so you see the illusion blank.

City on fire, like an iron cage, hot people to suffocate, they could not flee.

This summer, TS, I know you have left. You walk the quiet, and I have a collection of all the grief. Do you know what TS? I had a full day as heavy as an ant, and that time is running cable in, the pace of Common Sense, so lonely. TS but you did not tell me you will feel bad I am.

I have a person of a daze. Park to see elderly people sitting in front of dance, from the bridge looking to rush through the crowd, occasionally,a long time to seesky. In this way, I have a portrait of a stone statue, like a long time frame, look at a loss, Wood, and trance. But you do not know these TS.

Suddenly the nose of a tight and tears out of Chung. I quickly turned to erase, because I do not want to let others see what I cry.

I love TS has been a person who is called away. He took away all, only a lot of problems I empty.

But then I miss him. My TS. He is gone, but I still miss him.

I think he may be robbing me.

The robbery, I will make life difficult.

I have been along the path beside the river, has been taking. Has seen the setting sun sink into the place. A gray sky. Pigeon circled in the high roof.

I sat in the grass. Come to the moist surface winds. Na said You lost.

I laughed. Tina39s eyes staring at me. Na beautiful eyes, bright and God. Can see through everything, I would like to.

Na said Actually, you can forget everything and do their own new, you know what?

I need to look beyond the shuttle in the distance put the water in the river, was suddenly a mess as the general confusion. TS, some things can never be forgotten, it will have been in your mind as you like, to the old, until dead. Na, so that you know what?

I think, but not Na said. I just stood up, I say we go now Na.

At that time we are more than happy, I was 18.

Tina told me later, said Donna, Kerry, that year, we are all children at all.

Na said that Kerry, we do not go, we go back to good?

I shook his head to the Na, Na, I do not know so much in need of ventilation. I can not see from a break up in the cage.

However, the iron cage, covered with the TS above to my mantra, I will not be able to escape, I know that.

This is my destiny.

2. I was talking to himself

Familiar with the city, strangers on the street.

Feel that they will never, as it has no direction, as if he had gone before, and now, only a pair of yo-yo body cold.

This vehicle, I like a homeless child, from the eastern part of the city through cheap ed hardy scarves the large tracts of tall buildings to the west. Sunny, warm pass glass windows parked in my face, so that a repair of the face is bathed in glorious golden light layer in.

The evening. I watched the crowd of strangers on the train and get off, and then no longer meet.

Longquan walk to the park. Musical fountain in the square edge, the large crowd of pigeons rest on the ground.free to see the children happily deliver to the hands of pigeons in front of the feed, and then meet the laughter.

I have been so satisfied smile, but it is a long time ago, and long to touch I can not find any clues. Now, I have slowly old, and no one told me, but I know very well.

This is my only sober.

A person, really sad when sad, is not going to cry, not to make, not tears, everything seemed so quiet, people may feel that the terrible quiet. Yes, I began to feel such terrible own good. I am afraid I do not know the following what would become of their own, for fear of what will cheap fendi belt make their own things to!

From small to large, and I are happy, as hothouse flowers. Home conditions, family love new belts(strap) and care, has let me grow up a worry-free. In the post until the time when changes took place at home, Dad has been a loss of business, home of the problems with our economy! At that time, I do not understand. Not because what happened at home let me know, I always said a child. In the post until the approach of graduation, college entrance examination schools for adults. I called Dad that they want to participate. Dad told me a lot, have not remember the specific. Hung up the phone, I give up. Select the job!

Employment, I have to pay 80 of the monthly return home. Friends say that I am more sensible after graduation, but the smile is no longer the brilliant! Is no longer the people of pistachios!

Sister also graduated from last year worked out to know more well-behaved friends, and then become very well-behaved, very bad! Often a few days do not go home, lie, do not question things did not pay … … N the number of bad! And then, hardened. Family of her views, her father did not sleep the whole night was so angry, almost all of them want to abandon her, ignore her! Such a burden on so let me back, I increased the pressure. She worries from time to time, from time to time the phone or through their own people but also going out alone at night looking for her. Each time, their are a sad sad tears fall, all will have to bear the suffering. Recently, my brother is also called to complain at me, my mother the same. Then, I can only listen to a word is silent. Phone hung up, but it can not help the tears! cheap ed hardy belt To feel sorry for all the family, feel sorry for themselves. Will be very painful and sometimes their cheap louis vuitton belt own, each individual39s self-hate, hate that they never thought that I lived in what kind of life, my life to what extent financial difficulties, but they still complain about having their own good!

Last night, I go out once again looking for a sister. This time I am very calm, very calm heart, such as no consciousness, and tears do not fall out also. She was afraid her back to our home, so I dare not go and run away. I did not worry about this, she did not find her! A person outside their own in the walk aimlessly, do not know where to go. On several occasions, on the road as the car on the side from my past, almost to a zero-distance contact. Later on, made a message to friends, asked her, what good people live, multi-tired! Is not grown up, you can not have a happy by? Frightened her, and called me the. And I, is going to shut down the!

Tired! This time, the heart is really tired!